Good evening... Just got back from Tampines Mall's Cafe Cartel... Gloria's birthday celebration. Had a nice time eating, drinking and talking nonsense. Supposed to go out with Chris & Steffie tonight but Stef smsed to say she was sick. It was almost a relief to get that sms from her. I say 'almost' because of the amount of anxiety I was getting just by thinking about it. I guess its good in a way. Freed me up to spend time with the cell.

I've been reading Joshua Harris again. Reminded me why I made the vow in the first place. And even though its over, I still have a responsibilty to keep. Have to focus on the right things!

Oh sure! Say all these things AFTER you get ditched.
Haha... Fair enough. You could say this is a self defense thing to avoid looking like a loser. But I'm not denying that I am one. Its just that I wasn't getting any peace this afternoon when I was reading the dating book. Oh well... Wrong time I guess.

Merlyn asked me to be prayer coordinator for seeker service. I feel more comfortable doing it now that I've had experience in it. Make sure you do more and procrastinate less... You always said what if you had given your all in doing prayer? Now is the time to prove it. And to see for yourself how much prayer changes things.